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Monday, June 12, 2006

i'm still not really talking to my mom.

me theory is - the silent treatment only works when the party getting the treatment cares. seriously if i gave anyone else the silent treatment they would probably just walk off in my face.

even though i'm not really pissed with my mom now. i just don't really want to talk to her. or to anyone really. i do feel kinda bad for treating her like this. but i really just want some space.

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for the first time in quite a while, i actually stayed home the entire weekend (sat-sun). i slept my sat away. waking up for food (twice or thrice) and for more morsels of the lovely book i was reading. but otherwise i was just rotting in my bed. my routine:
  • woke up at twelve plus.
  • watched my taped shows till three plus while gorging myself
  • went back to bed
  • woke up at six plus seven
  • continued to gorge on food
  • went back to bed at eight
  • woke up at eleven plus to shower, consume yet more food & watch more tv
  • returned to bed at four.
pretty much followed the same routine on sun. cept i slept less. managed to do my laundry. (argh. my stomach couldn't help but churn at the thought of laundry. ergh) managed to surf the net for a while. finished my book! and cleared some tape.

think i really needed to just rot at home for a weekend.

for someone with no life, i'm pretty amazed at how i have not been able to rot at home on sat & sun for a significantly long period of time (it's long for me. usually my weekends are so free i can kill myself)

my room's still in a huge mess coz i've just slept my weekend away. but at least i'm a little rested now. sigh. it's monday. how the heck do people live like this?

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